Thursday, November 27, 2003
>> i dOnT knOw much Of anything anymOre <<
hey...sO cOnfused anymOre dOnt knOw what tO think anymOre....im sO dazed abOut everything...dont knOw what im dOin abOut him if this was all a jOke ima wanna kill sOmeOne really...but whatever ive learned that nOthin is fOrever and im tO strOng tO break dOwn Over a guy [nO matter hOw much yOu like the persOn]...i dunnO...Omg last night i drank gin wOw i was pretty drunk...lol...well i dunnO what eles tO write sO ima gO
lOve meghan xOxO
Posted at 11:28 pm by MeGsHeArTsYoU
happy turkey day everyOne
heyy...happy turkey day everyOne...i hOpe everyOne gets tO eat gOOd....i cant wait tO eat but i hate turkey...its sO early its 11:30 and devons and her sister are here...[mOms in the kitchen cOOkin]...i watched the liOn king last night fOr the first time [awwwl that mOvie is sOO gOOd]...but anyway last night i did somethinking really hard and its sad hOw much i like him nOw imperfectiOns and all its sO sad im just kinda hOpin things wOrk Out but we talked and were gOnna see where things gO....hmmm....what eles to say.....im deff sittin here jammin to matchbook romance
Promise
what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)
take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you
i love that song
i need a shOwer and i need tO get dressed...devon and her sister just left...[mOms in the kitchen talking On the phOne the cOOkin has stOped alittle lOl] Okay ima gO nOw buh byes
xOxO <3 meghan
Posted at 11:47 am by MeGsHeArTsYoU
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
heyy...im sO tired i didnt get tO sleep till really late last night i sat up and thOught abOut sO much and wOnderin what he was dOin...but nOw im sOO tired and its sO early and im sO cOld i got like 8 layers of clOths On. dOnt really knOw what eles tO sit here and say but im sure ill cOme back later and write ima try tO gO back tO sleep...<3 meghan
Posted at 11:50 am by MeGsHeArTsYoU
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
okay im getting used tO this
hey....im so bored just sittin in my house devOn and mike left not tO lOng agO....i dont always like being alOne but i dO sometimes it gives me time to do sOme thinking....which ive been dOing alOt of anymOre{im siitin here listening to silverchair withOut yOu great sOng}
Miles Away
There's hopeless smiles brighter than mine
And I need for you to come and go
Without the truth falling out.
Old incisions refusing to stay
Like sun through the trees on a cloudy day...
You brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
But I've waited for you so I'll keep holding on
Without You
Telephone
Socially scared and impaired
If the trees will bloom the wind can blow
Without the fruit falling out
Old incisions refusing to stay
Like sun through the trees on a cloudy day
You brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
But I've waited for you so I'll keep holding on
Without You
Feels like the wind blows
Holding you with us
She takes no other
False light and ashes
Blooming like winter
Dry eyes and cracked lips
Under the stone wall
Withdrawn and wishless
You brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
But I've waited for you so I'll keep holding on
Without You Without You Without You----
i love that songg
there sO much i wish i cOuld say all the time but i never say any Of it...but i guess thats what this is fOr nOw so i can get sOme of my thoughts Out right ?well as Of right nOw im single and i dO like it mOst Of the time but then i get this feeling that im supposed tO be with sOmeOne im not sure who thOu i havnt really been able tO have a steady bOyfriend in awhile its alOng stOry but ive been hurt in the past and it takes alot anymore and nOOne makes me really feel like that anymOre but thats dOne and Over with thats my past im looking fOr a future nOw dont get me wrOng there are many peOple that i kno wOuld treat me great but i dunno they just dont feel right but there are some that make me think abOut maybe but i dunno im so confused anymOre i never kno what tO dO...i guess thats its fOr nOw ill write later prObly i have alOt tO think about as Of right nOw...I have such a crush On him and he has nO idea
lOve always meghan xOxOxO
Posted at 06:50 pm by MeGsHeArTsYoU
heyy...boring day nothing to do stayed home today from school no school left all week...[yay] really bored and cold dont know what eles im doing today...devons here as always....okay well ill write later
Posted at 04:06 pm by MeGsHeArTsYoU
